Idk I just need to talk a little bit of shit.
Lately I’ve been incredibly unsure of what I want. Like one minute I’m determined, and I know exactly what I want and what I need to do and all that. Then bam, the next minute it’s just like I’m doubting what I want, asking myself if it’s really what I want. I don’t really know. I just don’t know if I’m strong enough to go through all that pain again if it doesn’t work out. Or even if I’m ready to I guess. Ahhh would be lovely to have someone who’s not biased and knew everything to tell me where my head should be at and what to do.
Actually it isn’t. Was actually keen for the world to end but no it seems to be fucking us around like every other cunt on earth. Screw you mother nature!
Now it’s over.